Soggy broken puzzle pieces.: Archive

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND.

I truly love, with the deepest affection of the human soul my lovely girlfriend and future wife to be Jessica Elizabeth Maj. GOD BLESS AMERICA

Aug 8th

We only fight about love.

May 10th

With Great Haste

What is even going on? What do I even do? I’ve just been on the other side for too long. It makes me suspect. Leery. What a horrendous day.

Jan 25th

Jan 20th

Dec 17th

Dec 16th

Dec 15th

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Dec 9th

Nov 22nd

I'm

sosososososossososososo stupid. beyond stupid. It’s almost unimaginable how stupid I am.

Nov 21st

So happy jesi is going to come to marist tonight!

Nov 19th

Not to be overly sappy.

4 days in the past and 4 days into the future is honestly too much time passed for me. Wszystko co chcę zrobić, to trzymać cię przez cały dzień

Nov 18th

Flash of memory

I’m in the lab right now writing my essay for tomorrow, 8 pages lit review on suicide, kill me, or I’ll do it myself. But a strange memory just came across my head for no reason. I remember being in 7th grade we had the option to be in project adventure aka climb, solve puzzles do fun stuff. I remember one day everyone was trying hard to work together on some task where we had to put...

Nov 18th

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Oct 23rd

Stuff

If you weren’t here I’d write you down & Read you out into a crowd I’d tell them all how you we’re mine They’d see how I was proud We’d rub our cheeks In hopes that maybe Some good looks would rub off on me & Nose to nose So I’d never feel lonely at sea

Oct 20th

It shouldn't bother me

but it does, I get jealous easy. It really is a problem and has been for most of my life. Gah, I hate this feeling, sad rain walk time.

Oct 15th

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Oct 12th

Little taste of the big sleep.

I work all day, and get half-drunk at night. Waking at four to soundless dark, I stare. In time the curtain-edges will grow light. Till then I see what’s really always there: Unresting death, a whole day nearer now, Making all thought impossible but how And where and when I shall myself die. Arid interrogation: yet the dread Of dying, and being dead, Flashes afresh to hold and horrify. The...

Oct 12th

Let's be honest

I really don’t think you are, I just feel like you are hiding something, maybe it’s just me. I wrote 4,500 words today in 5 hours , 8 single spaces pages. My head hurts so much I haven’t stopped moving since 7am this morning. Well time to go to work till 1 , come back and not skype with Jesi. Awesome

Oct 8th

I wrote this same story last year

This is my first night of TRUE procrastination, feels pretty good. I have a bunch of stuff due tomorrow I’ve gotten most of it done already but I still have to do a 6 article single spaced annotated bibliography before 5pm tomorrow! So much fun. I’ve noticed that during the fall semester at Marist the first two months my entire body is still in summer mode with no sense of urgency...

Oct 7th

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Oct 5th

Oct 4th

I'm only so curious

because I know what I would do in this situation and I don’t like it when the sword is double edged.

Oct 4th

Future

Useless girl : thanks babe
  why don't you ever show me facebook love
 i feel like you're hiding me ;p
Ryan: because it's not myspace and we don't comment each others pages anymore.

Oct 4th

This cut me like a knife.

-like kiera & cory. they just fit. -you haven’t fit with anyone including me.

Oct 4th

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Jun 23rd

Jun 22nd

Random girl: my parents are having sex in the shower right now.
ryanmead: That's ill
Random girl: I'm jealous

Jun 18th