December 2009
18 posts
Change of priorities
Age:17 Dec 28th I’m the happiest I’ve ever been in my life, school is meh but I’ll go to Suffolk Community and try and do some work their and maybe do good and transfer to a SUNY school and maybe become a teacher. I’ve only for  2.6 GPA after high school but its not big deal. I’m more worried about getting better at street fighter and my love life.This cruise is...
Dec 28th
Holidays.
Its Christmas Eve? Really? School’s over, I’m home and I’m still stressed out. I think I got a 3.2 this semester when I needed a 3.4 for the masters program I was accepted into. I’m going to have to fight for my right aka beg, plead, cry for my right. I hope things work out the 5 year program was the whole reason I went to Marist. I’ve been home for almost a week and...
Dec 25th
This week
Feels unreal, like a dream. I’m out of school and I’m still stressed. Sean needs to be home soon.
Dec 21st
“dude I’m about to Indian rope burn his penis.”
– Nell
Dec 17th
I would like to clarify
Everything I said to you was the truth and I still mean it. Although I know at this time I am very aware it does not seem like that. Yes you. When people whisper it makes me nervous. also, get out of my head. Last essay due tomorrow, I haven’t been able to breath the last week.
Dec 17th
Dec 16th
Conversations with rocks.
ryanmead: yeah like $125,000 a year when I open my own place
srsly?: wow thats good
ryanmed: yeah well I'm doing it more because i love it
ryanmead: not because of the money
srsly?: o...sorry?
ryanmead: oh dont apologize haha
ryanmead: the money helps
ryanmead: but I mostly do it because I love helping people, solving problems and giving advice to people who have a hard time getting through there daily lives and problems, it makes me feel good about myself.
srsly?: i love money
Dec 16th
1 more day!
LETSSSS GOOOOO, BRING IT SCHOOL WORK, ALL NIGHTER LETS GET THIS DONE.
Dec 15th
The next 48 hours
Are the most important of my entire journey through education. I just need to sit down and concentrate. I can not procrastinate.
Dec 13th
Dec 11th
It's Friday
Usually I’m happy its Friday. The difference is this Friday it just means I’m running out of time.
Dec 11th
Frustration, Shame, Stress and Pressure.
The Good Well I guess I’ll start off with the good news in my life or what little there is of it. My mother called me yesterday and she sounded teary eyed when I first heard her. Mother continued to tell me that she got a letter in the mail saying ” Dear Ryan, You have been accepted into the 5 year masters program, this is contingent on your GPA and 1 more letter of...
Dec 10th
It feels like this semester has gone by in 24...
Now I actually have to do this whole semester in 24 hours.
Dec 9th
Interview with my urien god.
RX - how long have you been playing 3rd strike? - 10 years, ever since i played the demo(?) cabinet in Yokohama’s arcade. - why/how’d you start 3rd strike? when 2nd Impact first came out in Urawa’s arcade, i was totally beat by a mystic ken player there. that player had a good command of parrying and hit confirmation, which was very admirable to me. so i decided to devote...
Dec 7th
Dec 6th
Snow, sleding and big fish
What an amazing day, updates tomorrow.
Dec 6th
And so its begun.
I’ve spent most every night this week over Sarah’s and I’m going to California in Jan to see her for a week. Obviously I like her, but this might just be the slowest I’ve ever taken a relationship and I’m already getting shit for it. Usually my relationships goes as such: Guy meets girl -> Guy fucks girl - > Guy and Girl continue to fuck but find similarities...
Dec 4th
“You can put a cat in an oven , but it ain’t a biscuit”
– White man can’t jump.
Dec 2nd